you ability to hear me and respond on the same wavelength is tangible and i want to express my felt gratitude. thank you Ray.
thank you also for sharing more of your vulnerability. you allow me to step closer and let my heart, body, mind, spirit resonate with your words, hopefully with you.
and before i go into more of a reply to your words, i need to preface with this: over here, i am near unable, weak, with urinary tract infection and symptoms of burn out and the universe keeps sending me bad news or information i can’t handle in that state. so, i am learning a lot too. and, yesterday i learnt that going to the doctor and being taken care of felt like the « social nourishment » you were talking about: the nurse touched my arm (nobody touched me since august last year); i was heard by my very nice doctor body/mind together; my friend Simlâ came to the clinic to pick me up.
you say you can’t sort out emotions right now.
i say i can’t either and i am learning how much work that usually is.
is this place of « can’t » the best spot for us to learn what our path is?
does it force us to accept the current process?
is the sorting out of emotions (ours and that of others probably) part of the self-punishing?