thank you for writing. i am as faithful as a dog in friendships, so, i am here. my last post said something about reaching the limit of this friendship on a blog and this was about the limitation of the blog, not the limits of my/our friendship. unfortunately i am physically far, so, please, if you would like a phone call let me know.
i think of you with the same endless respect for your power of spirit.
Lack of communication Claude I am sorry that this has taken so long. My sugars are off for some time now – which has triggered a depression. all areas of my life are affected, including
reaching out to you I don’t know what to ask of you. I do care about you and i hope we can remain friends. and i do know that you care about me
ton silence me trouble. il doit se passer quelque chose. je suis loin et mon imagination s’empêtre dans des cercles vicieux où il n’y a pas de voie par laquelle je pourrais raisonnablement être près et avec toi sur ton chemin. Ray, as-tu besoin de quelque chose? merde, je vois à quel point il est ridicule de poser cette question sur ce blogue. merde. je crois qu’on a atteint là la limite d’une amitié sur un blogue. merde.
mais, mon amour pour toi est le même,
Ray, i feel far away from you.
Ray, i do not know how you are doing.
Ray, it feels like nothing can buffer the physical distance between you and me. life is not easy here and must not be there either, and maybe it also seems to you that it is shrinking to the necessities of the local to an absurd point where even the local is not possible anymore.
Ray, i am going to meditate soon and salute the 4 directions.
Ray, i am ok, not dying of covid, so i am grateful for that.
C’est avec le cœur lourd que nous apprenons la nouvelle qu’à la fin du mois, plus de quarante programmes en français à l’Université Laurentienne subiront des coupures. Parmi ceux-ci comptent les études françaises, le théâtre, la musique, le programme d’éducation, le programme d’environnement et développement durable, et plusieurs autres. C’est une perte immense pour notre communauté, pour le secteur culturel, pour l’âme de Sudbury.
Il va sans dire que nous éprouvons une grande gratitude envers les professeurs qui ont su faire vibrer la langue française par l’entremise de leurs enseignements à l’Université Laurentienne. Nous tenons aussi à exprimer notre solidarité auprès des étudiants et des organismes communautaires et culturels qui sont touchés par ces changements dévastateurs.
Malgré ces nouvelles désolantes pour la francophonie du Nord, nous n’abandonnons pas. Nous continuerons de lutter avec passion et conviction pour une éducation francophone à notre image. ❤️
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thank you very much for your sharing. you shared a photo of yourself. here are some of me:
with my building behind me (unfortunately my unit is on east the side where any sunlight is blocked by condo buildings around)
April 8, 2021
April 9, 2021
a lot has happened in my housing advocacy during the last weeks, in parallel with trying to get back to health. i am almost there but Toronto is in a covid exponential nightmare and it is quite scary to belong to the oversensitive, low-weight, high-risk, disabled in that context.
life is really a very precarious thing, such that sometimes i wonder what the fuck we are doing trying to invent layers and layers of mind and of activities that have nothing to do with heart or the basics of care.
yes food is sacred, but does this exclude that sometimes it becomes a dark teacher, one that hurts?
i do not know what my spirit color is. blue was my favorite color as a kid, but later on, even if i still saw colors they had no vivid individualized presence; they were overstimulating or meaningless or too attached to what others would say they are or just representing form. now, through meditation, i start to be able to differentiate them again and to experience them sometimes slightly independently from the shape they are in. rarely. please tell me more about colors.
i hope you are ok. i often think of you, but not writing to you made me feel further, less connected, less part of your life too.
currently my main direction is to get myself to Paris in 2023 or 2025. For this I am completing a project of 40 portraits of people that i admire or love – the significant people in my life. This is a vehicle which will win me a senior artist grant the OAC Chalmers award. The work shall be exhibited in 2 or 3 galleries in Sudbury and Peterborough i have a record of exhibitions and installations to support my application, including a recent major installation of sculpture at the McKewen School of Architecture in Sudbury.
Regarding food as sacred: I believe that everything is sacred. In Overeaters Anonymous I am learning a new found respect for food. The First Nations see food as medicine. They also believe that in everything there is moderation. This is a spiritual approach to the planning, preparation, cooking and eating of food. Not unlike the preparations in building a fire. Speaking of fire which has a spiritual agency, do you have a candle?
How am I? – healthy, happy …..
My favourite colour is yellow. It is my primary colour of spirit. Whenever I am dealing with matters of spirit in a painting, you will find yellow somewhere. All the other colours are my playground. I am a colourist foremost rather than one of form. Yes, I surround my self with my poetry: my favourite paintings & drawings. My entire home is a workshop/playshop.
To be continued – amitie – ray
Ray, i feel the need to spontaneously reply.
please tell me about you. do you have your poetry around you? what colors do you resonate with? what direction is the one which speaks the most to you right now? is food always in the sacred spot of your heart?
Ray, how are you?